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Be Blameless during Your Weaknesses & Sufferings
Focusing on the Book of Job The Devil Does Not Want You to Be Blameless“There was a man in the land of Uz whose name was Job; and that man was blameless, upright, fearing God, and turning away from evil.” (Job 1:1) And God said to Satan, “For there is no one like him on the earth, a blameless and upright man, fearing God and turning away from evil.” (Job 1:8)Unlike the Devil, Job was blameless with God. So as this story unfolds, we see that the Devil made Job suffer complete material loss and intense physical torment to try to tempt or cause him not to be blameless with God. When you are faced with great material loss or great physical suffering, you, like Job, will be tempted to quit worshiping God, to sin, to blame Him for it, or to not be content with it. But you, like Job, must prove the Devil wrong. So consider Job’s behavior during his great suffering to learn how to be blameless during your great sufferings. Like Abraham, know that God wants you to walk before Him and be blameless, even during your greatest difficulties. “I am God Almighty; Walk before Me, and be blameless.” (Ge 17:1) 1. Prove that You Will Continue to Worship God through Your Suffering(a) Prove that You Will Still Worship God for No Material Gain“Then Satan answered the LORD, ‘Does Job fear God for nothing? Have You not made a hedge about him and his house and all that he has, on every side? You have blessed the work of his hands, and his possessions have increased in the land. But put forth Your hand now and touch all that he has; he will surely curse You to Your face.’ Then the LORD said to Satan, ‘Behold, all that he has is in your power, only do not put forth your hand on him.’ So Satan departed from the presence of the LORD.” (Job 1:9-12)
Job Had a Lot of Material Things
1. Seven Sons and Three Daughters (Job 1:2, 3)
2. 7,000 Sheep
3. 3,000 Camels
4. 500 Yoke of Oxen
5. 500 Female Donkeys
6. Very Many Servants
In One Day, He Lost It All
“Now on the day when his sons and his
daughters were eating and drinking wine in
their oldest brother’s house, a messenger
came to Job and said, ‘The oxen were plowing
and the donkeys feeding beside them, and
the Sabeans attacked and took them. They
also slew the servants with the edge of the
sword, and I alone have escaped to tell you.’
While he was still speaking, another also
came and said, ‘The fire of God fell from
heaven and burned up the sheep and the
servants and consumed them, and I alone
have escaped to tell you.’ While he was still
speaking, another also came and said, ‘The
Chaldeans formed three bands and made a
raid on the camels and took them and slew
the servants with the edge of the sword, and I
alone have escaped to tell you.’ While he was
still speaking, another also came and said,
‘Your sons and your daughters were eating
and drinking wine in their oldest brother’s
house, and behold, a great wind came from
across the wilderness and struck the four
corners of the house, and it fell on the young
people and they died, and I alone have
escaped to tell you.’ ” (Job 1:13-19)
Job Worshiped God on the Same Day That He
Was Ruined by the Devil
In an attempt to make his mistaken
accusation or prediction about Job come true,
in one day Satan brought on Job all of the
material suffering that he could. But in that
very same day, after hearing about his
losses, “Then Job arose and tore his robe
and shaved his head, and he fell to the
ground and worshiped. He said, ‘Naked I
came from my mother’s womb, and naked I
shall return there. The LORD gave and the
LORD has taken away. Blessed be the name
of the LORD.’ Through all this Job did not sin
nor did he blame God.” (Job 1:20-22)
Grieve, cry, tear your robe, express your
grief. Mourn. Weep. Seek comfort, resolution,
and justice, mercy, and forgiveness and
whatever else is in line with the word of
Christ. But continue to worship God through it
all and express the truth about your material
things, that you cannot take them with you
when you die.
In the Bible Study on Worship, you studied
the meaningful details of worshiping God in
the Christian Age. You learned the basic
meaning of worship; to fall down on your
knees in awe of God, like Job did. So when
your day of great material loss comes, in
order for you to be blameless with God, you
must continue to worship the Lord in all of
its meaning.
Consider the Parable of the Sower Regarding
the Lack of Worshiping God Through Suffering
The parable of the sower reveals that two
types of suffering will cause shallow disciples
to stop worshiping God (Mt 13:20, 21).
1. Afflictions of any sort, including material loss.
2. Persecution because of the word of God.
Both of these things cause shallow Christians
to quit going to church. They quit listening to
or reading the word of God. They quit serving
and ministering to other Christians. They quit
trying to use their talents for the Lord, and
more. Perhaps this is why God allows Satan
to bring suffering to Christendom, so that it
will fulfill the truth of the parable, to prove the
shallow as shallow and the abiding as
abiding. God makes distinctions even in this
way, in this life, to show who has His
approval and who does not.
Conclusion:
So, “Does Job fear God for nothing?” (Job 1:9) The answer to the Devil’s question is, yes. Job proved that he would serve God for nothing; for no material gain. So when you suffer material loss, to be blameless with God you must prove that you will still serve Him, even for nothing material in return. When anything you possess is ruined, when anyone you love is destroyed, do not let it stop you from worshiping God. Keep worshiping God in good and adverse times.
(b) Prove that You Will Still Worship God in Physical Weakness“Satan answered the LORD and said, ‘Skin for skin! Yes, all that a man has he will give for his life. However, put forth Your hand now, and touch his bone and his flesh; he will curse You to Your face.’ So the LORD said to Satan, ‘Behold, he is in your power, only spare his life.’ Then Satan went out from the presence of the LORD and smote Job with sore boils from the sole of his foot to the crown of his head. And he took a potsherd to scrape himself while he was sitting among the ashes. Then his wife said to him, ‘Do you still hold fast your integrity? Curse God and die!’ But he said to her, ‘You speak as one of the foolish women speaks. Shall we indeed accept good from God and not accept adversity?’ In all this Job did not sin with his lips.” (Job 2:4-10)
Job’s Wife Did Not Want Him to Worship God
in Physical Weakness
She had the same goal as the Devil, to
encourage Job to curse God. The very
person that you would expect to find comfort
in and consolation from, your spouse, turns
out to be an adversary to your faith in God,
just like Satan. All of this was happening to
tempt a blameless man not to be blameless
before the Lord.
But later Job stated his commitment to
worship God even if his physical suffering
would lead to death. He said, “Though He
slay me, I will hope in Him.” (Job 13:15)
Examples of Physically Weak People Who
Continued to Worship God
1. A Sick, Dying, Blind Man
Jacob could barely prop himself up--he had
to use a staff. He was sick, blind, and dying.
But even so, he still worshiped God. “Joseph
was told, ‘Behold, your father is sick.’ ” (Ge 48:1)
“Now the eyes of Israel were so dim from age
that he could not see.” (Ge 48:10) “Then
Israel said to Joseph, ‘Behold, I am about to
die...’” (Ge 48:21) “By faith Jacob, as he was
dying, blessed each of the sons of Joseph,
and worshiped, leaning on the top of his
staff.” (He 11:21)
2. An Elder with Cancer
An elder of a 1,000+ member church in Texas
had cancer. Even though he lost his hair
through chemical treatments to try to stop the
cancer, he did not try to hide it. He still came
to church without hair to worship God. He
continued to serve the people.
3. An Elder with a Crippling Disease
in His Hands
Another elder of a church who had a crippling
disease in his hands that kept getting
progressively worse, still taught the Bible in
church and demonstrated outstanding verbal
support and material commitment to the
evangelistic ministries of the church.
4. A Deacon with Brain Weakness
There was a successful middle aged
accountant who was also a deacon of a
church. He developed a brain tumor and had
to have it removed. But even when his mental
ability was greatly diminished by this, and he
could not be an accountant anymore, he still
went to church. He still ministered to believers
in ways that he could. Outstanding!
Conclusion:
Physical torment did not cause Job to fulfill the Devil’s expectations of him. When he suffered great physical pain all over his body, Job continued to be blameless with God. He maintained that he would still worship God through it all, even if he himself had to die a painful, slaying death. “Though He slay me, I will hope in Him.” (Job 13:15) State your commitment to worship God during your sufferings and then follow through with it to prove it. Prove that you will continue to worship God through your physical and material afflictions.
2. Do Not Use Your Suffering as an Excuse to Sin(a) Suffering Can Increase Your Temptation to SinYour chances of sinning are increased when you suffer great trials. During the extreme circumstances in your life, when you feel like you are between a rock and a hard place, when you feel like your back is in a corner, you might strongly desire to do something the wrong way. And you might believe that you have the right to do it that way. For example:
1. Suffering the Threat of War Can Increase
Your Temptation to Sin in Procedure/Protocol
In the Old Testament, Saul faced the extreme
circumstance of being a king on the verge of
war. So before it was too late and war would
break out, or so he thought, he forced himself
to do the work that only Samuel was called to
do. Saul offered the sacrifice (1 Sam 13:5-14).
This behavior, and more like it, equated to
rebellion to God and His specific commands
(1 Sam 15). So God removed Saul and
his family from royalty and replaced him
with another man and his family (1 Sam 16:1).
So do not use the extreme threat of war as
an excuse to break some command of God
that you think is restricting you from acting or
moving forward. You must keep the word of
God during war and peace.
2. The Congregation Can Tempt Those
Leading It to Sin
Aaron Sinned
He made what the assembly asked of him, a
god (Ex 32). You must refuse to lead the
people into idolatry, even if they ask for it.
Moses and Aaron Sinned
He spoke rashly to the congregation when
they contended with the Lord (Nu 20:1-13;
Ps 106:32, 33). Instead of treating God as
holy in what was said, they must have treated
themselves as holy, for they said, “Shall we
bring forth water for you out of this rock?” (Nu
20:10) When God leads you to do something
good for His people, do not give yourself the
glory or credit, saying, “we,” “us,” or “I”, even
when the people become contentious with
you or the Lord. Do not speak rashly with
your tongue.
David Sinned
He took a census of the nation of Israel when
God was angry with them. Satan incited and
tempted David to do this, not God (2 Sa 24;
1 Chron 21). So when you know that God is
angry with the people, do not use it as a time
to act foolishly against them, for David said in
regards to the census, “... I have acted very
foolishly.” (2 Sa 24:10)
Taking a census is not always a sin. God
told Moses to take a census of the people
when they came out of Egypt (Nu 1:2).
3. A Death Can Increase Your Temptation to
Sin by Intoxication
Many people who suffer the loss of a loved
one use this as a time to drown their sorrows
with strong drink or other intoxicating or
mind altering substances. Although the
emotional pain is extreme when your friend
or relative dies, do not use this as an excuse
to get drunk to deal with your sorrow since
intoxication is condemned (1 Cor 6:10). Do not
use the death of another, or separation from
another for that matter, or witnessing the
illness of another, as an excusable time to
drink. You must find a better way to deal with
your pain. Why not release the pain in tears
and/or find appropriate consolation from your
family, friends, and God.
4. Poverty or Wealth Can Increase Your
Temptation to Sin
“Give me neither poverty nor riches; Feed me
with the food that is my portion, That I not be
full and deny You and say, ‘Who is the Lord?’
Or that I not be in want and steal...” (Pr 30:8, 9)
Whether you are poor or not, God pointed
out that thievery is a sin that leads to death
(1 Cor 6:10). So even if you are poor, do not
steal. And if you have no need to steal, know
the Lord and give glory to Him.
5. Suffering Singlehood, Separation, or
Divorcehood Can Increase Your Temptation
to Sin in Sensuality, Fornication, or Adultery
During times of singlehood, separation or
divorce, you will be tempted to express,
explore, or stimulate your sexual passion with
another person. You will be tempted to be
sexually promiscuous with your eyes, your
hands, your mouth, or your entire body. You
will be tempted to dress, say, or do things to
show sexual interest in another or to create
sexual interest in yourself. You will be
tempted to go too far when you should not
have been going at all, not one step.
Paul taught single men, saying, “... it is good
for a man not to touch a woman.” (1 Cor 7:1)
This restriction on touching includes the
whole body, the hands, the lips, etc. So a
single man should not use his body to
express unholy affection towards a woman
by clinging to her, caressing her, kissing her,
laying down with her, having her sit on his
lap, pressing up against her, etc. Nor should
he encourage her or let her to do the same
things with him. It is also good for a single
woman not to touch a man.
6. Suffering Discontent in Marriage Can
Increase Husband’s or Wife’s Temptations
to Sin in Adultery
It could be that your husband is not high
society enough for you, so you are tempted
to dump him for a man of greater
prominence. This is what Herodias did when
she left her husband Philip to marry his
brother, King Herod (Mt 14:1-11). But in doing
so, she became an adulteress and the king
became an adulterer. These are sins that
lead to spiritual death if people do not
separate from them.
7. Suffering Can Increase Your Temptation to
Sin with Your Mouth
A Little Slip of the Hammer Can Cause
a Big Slip of the Tongue
When you have extreme pain, your tongue
will be tempted to sin. For example, how
many of us who are not in the sinful habit of
swearing or using foul words use them when
we accidentally bang our finger with a
hammer? This is not funny; it is sin.
Suffering Can Make Us Express Bitterness
Towards Others Instead of Forgiveness
Suffering can tempt us to express extreme
bitterness toward God or others. Bitterness
is not an expression of grief or sorrow. It is
an expression of hatred. So then bitterness
is the opposite of forgiveness and has no
business being found within the character of
a Christian.
Suffering Can Make Us Poor Judges Which
Leads to Wrongful or Inordinate Blame
Suffering people can be tempted to be poor
judges by placing the blame for it on the
wrong person(s). Or suffering can tempt us
to respond or retaliate in a disproportionate
or sinful way toward others. So afflictions
can tempt us to be destructive of and
inordinately biased against the one we
blame. But consider Job’s response to his
adversity below.
(b) Like Job, Speak Well of God When You Become Weak and SufferingJob Blessed the Name of the Lord Instead of sinning with his mouth, Job blessed the Lord when he suffered the loss of all his material things, including his dear children. Immediately he said as he worshiped God, “ ‘Blessed be the name of the LORD.’ Through all this Job did not sin nor did he blame God.” (Job 1:21, 22) “In all this Job did not sin with his lips.” (Job 2:10)
3. Be Satisfied with Adversity“Then his wife said to him, ‘Do you still hold fast your integrity? Curse God and die!’ But he said to her, ‘You speak as one of the foolish women speaks. Shall we indeed accept good from God and not accept adversity?’ ” (Job 2:9, 10)
(a) Job Demonstrated Contentment with His AdversityWhile Job openly expressed acceptance of his own troubles, it is evident that his wife did not. Like Job’s wife, suffering can cause us to be discontent. For people who only want a god that will always make their material life, including their flesh, better and better as time goes on, they will become discontent. For people who expect the good life and nothing else, they will become unhappy with life. Why is it that we are satisfied with pleasure and strength and discontent with suffering and weakness? Should we instead be discontent with pleasure and content with suffering?(b) Paul Expressed Contentment with His AdversityLike Job, Paul expressed acceptance of his extremely adverse life, which included various afflictions, such as physical weaknesses, insults, poverty, including being without wages as an evangelist and minister of the gospel, and more. But all these things and more did not stop him from worshiping God and serving those who were called to be in Christ.Paul Expressed Contentment with His Poverty “But I rejoiced in the Lord greatly, that now at last you have revived your concern for me; indeed, you were concerned before, but you lacked opportunity. Not that I speak from want [I shall not want Ps 23], for I have learned to be content in whatever circumstances I am. I know how to get along with humble means, and I also know how to live in prosperity; in any and every circumstance I have learned the secret of being filled and going hungry, both of having abundance and suffering need. I can do all things through Him who strengthens me. Nevertheless, you have done well to share with me in my affliction.” (Phil 4:10-14) Test Your Character for Financial Contentment Paul was not on anybody’s regular payroll, especially in regards to being a minister of the gospel, and yet he was not discontent with this. Was he envious of those who were on a payroll? No, because envy means being discontent. But many of us with wages and on somebody’s payroll are still not content with the income. So carefully consider these Scriptures, and more like them, to see if your character is free from the love of money. The Scriptures must be your primary financial advisor in this world. Jesus, His words must be your main advisor. “Make sure that your character is free from the love of money, being content with what you have; for He Himself has said, ‘I WILL NEVER DESERT YOU, NOR WILL I EVER FORSAKE YOU,’ so that we can confidently say, ‘THE LORD IS MY HELPER, I WILL NOT BE AFRAID. WHAT WILL MAN DO TO ME?’ ” (He 13:5, 6) “... be content with your wages.” (Lk 3:14) “But the brother in humble circumstances [a poor Christian] is to glory in his high position; and the rich man is to glory in his humiliation [low position], because like flowering grass he will pass away.” (Ja 1:9, 10) “... men of depraved mind and deprived of the truth... suppose that godliness is a means of gain. But godliness actually is a means of great gain when accompanied by contentment. For we have brought nothing into the world, so we cannot take anything out of it either. If we have food and covering, with these we shall be content. But those who want to get rich fall into temptation and a snare and many foolish and harmful desires which plunge men into ruin and destruction. For the love of money is a root of all sorts of evil, and some by longing for it have wandered away from the faith and pierced themselves with many griefs.” (1 Tim 6:5-10)Conclusion It is a character flaw to want to get rich. So do not desire to be rich. It will plunge you into sin and ruinous behavior. Be content with what others have? No! Be content with what you have, not what you could have or with what others have, for that would be the wicked sin of covetousness. Covetousness is a sin that leads to death. Now if you want to have enough to take care of your family, that is good and right. For taking care of your family is a cross that you must bear. But if you want to become rich, that is not right. It may be a part of someone’s dream, perhaps the American Dream, but it is not a part of God’s dream for your character. You must demonstrate contentment with what you have, including money, by not seeking to become rich. Is your character free from the love of money? You must keep yourself from demonstrating love for money. (c) Not a Little Content, Not Quietly ContentAre you well content with your weak and suffering life? If not, you need to learn to be. Below, Paul said that he was well content with his troubles. Paul demonstrated, not a little, but a lot of contentment with his physical weaknesses. He even boasted about his weaknesses and claimed that when he was weak, then he was actually strong. This is not something that the world readily understands, and never will. The world boasts about its strengths, not its weaknesses. Many in the world have the arrogant attitude of the survival of the fittest. Listen to the Satisfaction Paul Expressed with His Difficulties “Most gladly, therefore, I will rather boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me. Therefore I am well content with weaknesses, with insults, with distresses, with persecutions, with difficulties, for Christ’s sake; for when I am weak, then I am strong.” (2 Cor 12:9, 10) Paul, by faith, was one of those of great heroic faith who, “... from weakness were made strong...” (He 11:34)Paul did something that, perhaps, most of us cannot do. He clearly and boastfully announced the specific benefits of his weak and suffering life. Many of us still have worldly pride over the idea of being a strong person in the eyes of the world, both physically, mentally, and societal stratus-wise. Or we lack a mature understanding about the purpose of suffering in the Christian’s life. So we do not dare to express contentment with our weaknesses. But if you can confidently express contentment in your own weak and suffering life, then by God’s grace, Christ’s power will dwell in you and not your own. This is a most excellent way to let the Light of the world shine through you. Conclusion: Like Paul and Job, you must show some form of confident contentment with your troubles. For example, if you are poor, then praise God for your poverty. The world may not want you to be satisfied with your own poverty. They may want your character to contain something that God does not want it to contain, a love for riches. So be careful to not fulfill what the world wants but instead what God wants. The world will not like you for this. They will think you are weak. But you know better than they, for when you are weak, then you are strong in Christ Jesus. May God bless you in this. (d) David Accepted the Death of His BabyWhen King David’s baby boy was suffering, he fasted, prayed, and wept to the Lord for the life of the child, that he would live (2 Sa 12:21-23). Those were good things to do, and we should do the same. But after the baby died, David expressed acceptance of his death, to the puzzlement of his servants (2 Sa 12:21). He said,“While the child was still alive, I fasted and wept; for I said, ‘Who knows, the LORD may be gracious to me, that the child may live.’ But now he has died; why should I fast? Can I bring him back again? I will go to him, but he will not return to me.” (2 Sa 12:22, 23) So David believed in life after death, heaven. He expected to meet his child there after he himself would suffer death. Do you think that the boy would forgive David in heaven for what he did to cause all this mess? As a Christian, you should have the same content expectation that David had, that you will see loved ones who died in Christ in heaven, even your little ones who died who were coming to the Messiah. (e) Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego Expressed Contentment with PersecutionEven before the king of Babylon, the highest human power in the land, Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego clearly showed acceptance of the severe consequences of not worshiping the king’s gods.Consider Their Acceptance Speech Regarding Their Certain Suffering for Their Faith in God “Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego replied to the king, ‘O Nebuchadnezzar, we do not need to give you an answer concerning this matter. If it be so, our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the furnace of blazing fire; and He will deliver us out of your hand, O king. But even if He does not, let it be known to you, O king, that we are not going to serve your gods or worship the golden image that you have set up.’” (Da 3:16-18) Now it seems that these men could not escape their persecution. So, by faith, they were satisfied with the consequences that they had to face. But Jesus said that if you can get away from persecution, do it. Run to the next city (Mt 10:23). (f) Do Not Contend with God Over ItThere are things that you should contend for in life, and therefore be discontent with. For example, you are to be quite discontent with things that are contrary to the truth revealed within the gospel of Jesus Christ. Jude appealed to you, encouraging you to contend earnestly for the faith that was once for all handed down to the saints (Jude 3). But you must never contend with the Almighty. Job sought to contend with the Almighty. Consider his foolhardiness in doing so.Job Sought to Contend with God Over Adversity “Even today my complaint is rebellion; His hand is heavy despite my groaning. Oh that I knew where I might find Him, that I might come to His seat! I would present my case before Him and fill my mouth with arguments. I would learn the words which He would answer, and perceive what He would say to me. Would He contend with me by the greatness of His power? No, surely He would pay attention to me.” (Job 23:2-6) “Oh that I had one to hear me! Behold, here is my signature; let the Almighty answer me! And the indictment which my adversary has written, surely I would carry it on my shoulder, I would bind it to myself like a crown. I would declare to Him the number of my steps; like a prince I would approach Him.” (Job 31:35-37) Job Learned that Even a Righteous Man Must Not Contend with His Maker Over Adversity “Then the LORD said to Job, ‘Will the faultfinder contend with the Almighty? Let him who reproves God answer it.’ Then Job answered the LORD and said, ‘Behold, I am insignificant; what can I reply to You? I lay my hand on my mouth. Once I have spoken, and I will not answer; even twice and I will add nothing more.’” (Job 40:1-5) “Then Job answered the LORD and said, ‘I know that You can do all things, and that no purpose of Yours can be thwarted. ‘Who is this that hides counsel without knowledge?’ Therefore I have declared that which I did not understand, things too wonderful for me, which I did not know.’ ‘Hear, now, and I will speak; I will ask You, and You instruct me.’ ‘I have heard of You by the hearing if the ear; But know my eye sees You; therefore I retract and I repent in dust and ashes.’” (Job 42:1-6)Conclusion: If the most righteous person on the earth at that time could not successfully contend with God or blame Him over his misfortune, for God Himself said twice about Job that there was no one on earth like Job, for he was upright, feared God, and turned away from evil (Job 1:8; 2:3), then what makes you think you can successfully contend with God? You cannot successfully contend with God, even when tragedy comes your way. You can cry out to Him for mercy, comfort, and appeal to Him for help or consolation. But you must not cry out to Him in contention; not even once. And if you have, repent like Job, cover your mouth, and admit you spoke rashly as a fool would. Pray that He would forgive you for your contentions with Him over your difficulties. May God bless you and forgive you. When you suffer, you must not desire to tangle with God or attempt to bring charges against Him to convict Him of something in court. You must not try to prove a case against God or try to find fault with Him. If you do, at some point, like Job you will learn that you cannot do it and be quite humbled by it. (g) Be Satisfied to Let Suffering Develop a Character Trait of Endurance in You“Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. And let endurance have its perfect result, so that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.” (Ja 1:2, 3, 4)If you joyfully let them, your trials will develop the character trait of endurance within you. Your ability to endure will help you to become mature. Jesus said that if you endure to the end, then you can be saved (Mk 13:13). So endurance is needed for your own salvation.
Kenya, Machine Guns, and My Character Development
In the early 1990’s, I went to Kenya, Africa with
some Christians for a short missionary trip. We
traveled to within six miles of the Ugandan
border, to the Kenyan countryside. Saturday
we arrived and met brethren, in particular,
Charles. Paul, my father-in-law, knew Charles
from years past when he was a missionary in
Kenya in the 1970’s. That night we had a small
meeting in brother Charles’ mud hut. Three
unusual things stood out about the meeting.
1. The hut smelled like urine since Charles hid
cows in it at night and slept outside. Thieves
from Uganda were stealing cows.
2. A woman attended who traveled six miles by
foot from the Ugandan border to be with us.
3. An older man carrying a rifle walked into the
hut and sat down beside Paul while he
was teaching.
After the meeting, we each went to our own
hut. There was a paraffin lamp in it and it
burned low. I used the desk inside to prepare a
lesson for Sunday morning church. My wife,
Heidi, and our nine month old first born
daughter, Jan, were sleeping on a cot next to
the desk. Around midnight, when I was
finishing up my lesson, I heard a few rounds of
machine guns go off close by, very close by.
Then it stopped. So I turned down the lamp a
bit more, although it was already quite dark in
the hut. I looked over at my wife and daughter
sleeping on the cot. They were not awakened.
Good! I was worried that our child would start
crying and that this would draw the attention of
the ones with machine guns toward us.
Everything got very quiet in the huts next to us.
And no other child cried, although before the
guns went off some were crying. I began to
pray and wonder what was happening or going
to happen. The hut did not seem secure. It
seemed like you could punch your hand
through the mud walls, or easily break the door
down. Then I heard someone knocking gently
at my door, whispering, “It’s Paul and Charles.”
When I opened the door, I immediately noticed
that Paul was wearing a coat that was not his,
and it was dark black. He had the collar pulled
up to his ears. He was wearing it so that he
would not be as visible to any onlookers as he
went from his hut to mine. He did not want to
be an easy target, even in the dark. Paul first
said to me, “Those were machine guns that
went off.” I said, “I know. I heard them.” He
said, “I asked Charles if we should go hide in
the bush.” But Charles kept saying as he
pointed his finger to the sky, “Give to God.”
“Give to God.” Now understand that we could
not communicate well with Charles without an
interpreter. So without an interpreter at that
moment, it was a unique situation indeed!
Somehow Charles persuaded us to stay in our
huts to wait it out. Charles indicated that the
people had bow and arrows, perhaps home-made ones,
and they were going to guard our car.
[Now understand this, we were out in a place
where there were no cars. Ours was the only one.
So we thought that perhaps they were coming to
steal the car and loot us as well. In coming to
the area, we were an unusual event, not only with
a car, but being white people in a black man’s land.
In getting to this place, it took hours for us to
navigate all the rocks and holes in the desolate
undrivable dirt road that led up to near the place
where Charles lived. Along the way, in order to keep
the car from scraping and getting hung up on rocks,
everyone had to get out of the car and walk, while
Paul twisted and turned the car around rock after
rock and hole after hole, just to keep the car moving
forward. Near the end of our journey, we had to park
the car and walk a short distance down a foot path to
Charles’ home. Paul was known to like difficult challenges,
even driving over an undrivable road. Most any of us would
never have driven up to Charles’ place. We would have asked
him to come to our hotel! Only Paul would have done this.]
Then Paul and Charles left my hut. I prayed on
my knees all night, but I fell asleep once or
twice. Then, morning came and we found out
what had happened. A few hundred yards
away from us, a preacher of the gospel was
shot at through the door of his hut by Ugandan
thieves. The preacher was from Uganda,
and he was against their thievery and so they
came to kill him. But good news. When they
shot at him through the door, they only hit him
once in the arm. The next morning, there was
a line of people near his door to visit him. In
hindsight, even though I knew we were in
some danger, perhaps I should have known
better the kind of troubles we could expect. For
example, the huts smelled really bad because
the people hid their cows in them at night
because of the thieves. Some people had
several cows stolen before we arrived. Another
clue to the danger was when that man came to
the meeting Saturday night with a rifle. But
now I really understand why he had that gun.
On Sunday morning, I preached on how to
have a saving faith, taking points from
Hebrews 10:22-39. A brother translated it into
Kikuyu (pronounced key coo you). Then, that
afternoon we traveled back to our hotel in
Eldoret. The very next morning, Monday, we
woke up to two flat tires. I am glad that this did
not happen back at Charles’ place. We would
have been stranded in a dangerous, volatile
place. But now I trust that it would have
developed my character further. And soon after
this whole experience, I pondered what James
said, that we should consider these kinds of
things all joy. I concluded that I had a lot of
growth and development to do in this area
because I did not enjoy this very much at all.
So ever since that day I realized that I was a
babe in suffering these kinds of things. I
learned that I needed to grow in endurance
and develop a better and happier
understanding of God’s will in these things.
Conclusion:
In all of your troubles, take courage and grow in your ability to accept them. Prove that you know or are learning the secrets to being content in them. Show that you can accept your adversity, whether it be physical, financial, or any other type of affliction. Stay focused on the Messiah during them and you will then know how to be content with them. You can do all things through Christ who strengthens you. Amen and amen!
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